‘It’s been the toughest nursing year I’ve had’

‘It’s been the toughest nursing year I’ve had’

Emily Larsen’s first experience with nursing was on the other side of it. Being part of a transplant patient’s family for years, she saw just how big of an impact nurses had on her and her family and decided she wanted to have that kind of positive impact on others. Even after six years of nursing, nothing could have prepared her for this.

“It’s been the toughest nursing year I’ve had. I’ve never felt more challenged mentally, emotionally and even physically,” said Larsen. “Every day is unpredictable. We’ve seen quite a bit of death, quite a bit of loss. I know I’m going to be seeing COVID patients every day, but it could be a patient I saw walking the halls yesterday and today is on a ventilator. It’s a tragedy.”

Even in the middle of caring for COVID patients at Aurora Sheboygan Memorial Medical Center, Larsen does see some bright spots. She remembers one patient who beat the odds.

“I worked with a patient who was on a ventilator for quite some time. She was very young and something about her touched a lot of us more personally as we got to know her husband and her backstory,” said Larsen. “It was a huge win for us was when she was able to go home and be with her family. She ultimately recovered from COVID.”

While that story helps Larsen remain hopeful, she’s had far too many patients with different endings.

“It’s been hard. I feel like I needed to step in as this patient’s family member or child or caregiver, someone who is there for them as the only person at their bedside as they face this illness,” said Larsen. “It’s heartbreaking that the family can’t be there. I try to fill that void.”

Larsen tries to find ways to care for her own mental health outside of work.

“The hardest for me is to be at home and not think about work. What I try to do is be mentally present when I’m at home with my family,” said Larsen. “I like taking my dog on walks and trying to stay as active and busy as possible. As hard as it is to not think about that certain patient or patient family member, it’s important to be present at home and enjoy the little things.”

The support of family, friends and her coworkers goes a long way.

“My best friend that I met through nursing is also on a COVID unit in a different state. She sent me a little at-home spa package,” she said. “I’ve gotten so much support from friends, family members and the community that I live in. It really is encouraging to know they are here to support us. My fiancé has also been my rock during these difficult times.”

Larsen appreciates the support from loved ones and the community but reminds everyone that following guidelines to stop the spread is the best way they can help front line workers.

“This is real. Please take it seriously, not just for us but for your neighbors, your family members, your friends,” said Larsen. “The only way this is going to end is if we all put in the effort together.”

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  1. Thank you so much for sharing these well-written stories about our heroes on the front line of the Covid Pandemic. As a behind-the-line support role employee, I feel so honored to work for, and with, these physicians, nurses and Caregivers. The stories being shared on “health eNews” remind me of why I chose to work in healthcare technology.
    Godspeed to my co-workers who put their lives on the line for patients every day!

  2. Saying Thank You to all the front line doctors and nurses just does not capture the gratitude and appreciation I have for all you do. Recently a close relative told me she thought doctors were misstating causes of death on death certificates and exaggerating those attributed to COVID. I was stunned and thought of all the doctors I’ve known in my 30+ years with Aurora and those who are now jeopardizing their health and selflessly caring for COVID patients, and what she said broke my heart. I feel blessed every day to work with such wonderful, dedicated and compassionate caregivers. God’s peace to all and may this pandemic be over soon.

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Ben Hoekstra
Ben Hoekstra

Ben Hoekstra is a public affairs coordinator with Advocate Aurora Health. He previously worked in marketing and PR for various Milwaukee nonprofits and received his master’s degree in Corporate Communications from Marquette University. He enjoys the outdoors, cooking, and all things Milwaukee.